Tribute to Dewa 19 Night…

Jadi, jadi, jadiiii…. Semalaman ini, gw nyetel lagu2 lawas Dewa 19 di laptop gw. Bukan cuma nyetel, tapi (dengan pedenya) nyanyi karaoke keras2 di dalam kamar kosan semua lagu2 favorit Dewa 19 gw, sampe teman2 kosan gw pada udah tidur duluan ternina-bobokan oleh suara pede gw. Semoga temen2 kosan gw gak mimpi buruk krn gw… heheheh…

Ah, Dewa 19 yang dulu memang keren2 lirik2nya. Jenius! Mana nih kreativitas si AD (atau DA) yang dulu berjaya itu? Ah yasudahlah, lg gak mau jd kritikus musik. Just wanna enjoy the old good Dewa 19 songs…

Gak tau napa akhir2 ini lagu2 Dewa yg lama itu lg terngiang2 mulu di kepala gw. Klo kata orang Jawa mah, “stuck in my head!”. Terutama lagu “Kangen” (aw, aw, awwww..) dan “Siti Nurbaya”. Hmmm pasti karena si Yogi suka muter lagu Dewa 19 di mobil dia, jadi tiba2 kangen mendadak sama Dewa 19 deh. Yupp,, let’s enjoy tonight with the voice of Ari Lasso dkk….

AKU MILIKMU

Terdengar lirih bisikanmu
Diantara bayang-bayangmu
Terucap kata cinta
Yang dulu tersimpan
Dan tak mau pergi

Sekejap cinta terlahir
Namun jadi sebuah cerita
Yang tak mungkin terlupa
Kuukir dihati
Dan tak mau pergi

Mungkinkah kumiliki
Cinta seperti ini lagi
Jangan biarkan aku
Kehilangan dirimu

Reff:
Coba dengarkanlah sumpahku (Janji suci)
Dari hati… aku cinta kamu
Jangan dengar kata mereka
Yang tak ingin kita satu
Yakinkan aku milikmu…
Aku milikmu…

Jalinan cinta tulus suci
Terpadu terikat erat
Jangan terpisah lagi
Waktu ‘kan menguji
Cinta kita berdua

Cry

by : Rihanna

I’m not the type to get my heart broken
I’m not the type to get upset and cry
‘Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye

Relationships don’t get deep to me
Never got the whole ‘in love’ thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn’t mean a thing

My mind is gone, I’m spinnin’ ’round
And deep inside my tears I’ll drown
I’m losin’ grip, what’s happenin’?
I strayed from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I’m in this condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
‘Cause it’s hurtin’ me to let it go
Maybe ’cause we spent so much time
And I know that it’s no more

I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I’m sad to see us apart
I didn’t give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, I’m spinnin’ ’round
And deep inside my tears I’ll drown
I’m losin’ grip, what’s happenin’?
I strayed from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I’m in this condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

How did I get here with you? I’ll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do, stay away from lovin’ you
I’m broken hearted, I can’t let you know
And I won’t let it show, you won’t see me cry

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I’m in this condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
(You?ll never see me cry)

Now I’m in this condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry
On my life

Baby, you’re a firework!

Today’s date is 10-12-10, beautiful number right? So is the bestfriend of mine who just happened to have birthday today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Karin!!! Karena kita berada di 2 pulau berbeda yang dipisahkan oleh sebuah laut luas yang bernama Laut Jawa, so I can only give you a greeting via phone. But hey, I have something special for you too! I want to give you a FIREWORK!! This one is special just for you, and for all of us actually! Enjoy my gift, Rin! 😀

Firework (by Katy Perry)

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting through the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that there’s still a chance for you
Cause there’s a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you’re a firework
Come on show’em what your worth
Make them go “Oh, oh, oh!”
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you’re a firework
Come on let your colours burst
Make’em go “Oh, oh, oh!”
You’re gonna leave’em fallin’ down-own-own

You don’t have to feel like a waste of space
You’re original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you’re reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it’s time, you’ll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you’re a firework
Come on show’em what your worth
Make them go “Oh, oh, oh!”
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you’re a firework
Come on let your colours burst
Make’em go “Oh, oh, oh!”
You’re gonna leave’em fallin’ down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It’s always been inside of you, you, you
And now it’s time to let it through

Cause baby you’re a firework
Come on show’em what your worth
Make them go “Oh, oh, oh!”
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you’re a firework
Come on let your colours burst
Make’em go “Oh, oh, oh!”
You’re gonna leave’em goin “Oh, oh, oh!”

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

P.S : traktir n kado benerannya menunggu ya,, Januari rin… 😀

You Make My Dreams

Just got all songs of the album of (500) days of summer’s OST, thanx to Caca… hehe..
And found this easylistening song among other cool songs in the album, which I keep playing in my iTunes over and over again…
This is my most favourite song of the album…try it..

YOU MAKE MY DREAMS COME TRUE
by: Hall & Oates

What I want, you’ve got
But it might be hard to handle
Like the flame that burns the candle
The candle feeds the flame yeah yeah
What I got — full stock of thoughts and dreams that scatter
And you pull them all together
And how I can’t explain oh yeah
Well well you (ooh ooh ooh ooh) you make my dreams come true (you you) you
(you you)
Well well well you (ooh ooh ooh ooh) oh yeah you make my dreams come true
(ooh oooh ooh ooh) hell yeah

On a night when bad dreams become a screamer
When they’re messin’ with a dreamer
I can laugh it in the face
Twist and shout my way out
And wrap yourself around me
‘Cause I ain’t the way you found me
And I’ll never be the same oh yeah
Well ’cause You (ooh ooh ooh ooh) hmmm hmm you make my dreams come true (you
you you you) oh yeah
Well well well you (ooh ooh ooh ooh) ooh you make my dreams come true (you
you you you) oh yeah

Listen to this
I’m down on my daydream
All that sleepwalk should be over by now
I know
Well you hell yeah you make my dreams come true (you you you you) oh yeah
(you you)

I’ve been waiting for waiting for you girl (ooh ooh ooh ooh)
Oh yeah you make my dreams come true (you you you you)
Me you me and you
I’ve been waiting for waiting for you girl (ooh ooh ooh ooh) all my life
You make my dreams come true (you you) whoa (you you)
Whoa whoa I’ve been waiting for waiting for waiting for waiting for waiting
for waiting for waiting for
(You make my dreams) ooh ooh ooh ooh
I’ve been waiting for you girl (you you you you)
(You make my dream you you you you)

Lentera Jiwa : Passion

A friend of mine just tagged me in a video at FB. The video is a video clip of nugie’s song, titled LENTERA JIWA. It’s a nice song with nice lyric and nice clip too. In the beginning of the clip, there’s a writing “Lentera Jiwa : PASSION”. Yep, this song tells about PASSION.

Apa sih passion itu? Kalo cari di kamus sih, artinya ya hasrat. Hasrat yang asalnya dari hati nurani kita. Passion adalah sesuatu yang kita suka. Many people still haven’t found out their REAL PASSION are. Akibatnya, banyak orang yang melakukan hal-hal yang sebenarnya tidak mereka sukai. Banyak orang yang bekerja tidak sesuai dengan apa yang mereka ingini. Jika ingin bahagia, harusnya ikuti kata hati, karena kata hatilah yang paling murni dan paling jujur diantara semua jenis perkataan. Tapi, kalau kita belum tau kata hati kita gimana?

Gw sendiri, blom yakin what my real passion is. If someone asks me now, “lo mo kerja dimana nanti pengennya?“. Gw saat ini most probably akan jawab “gw pengen banget kerja di perusahaan minyak, yg jelas gw sebisa mungkin ga mau kerja di bank coz gw ga ngerasa itu adalah bidang gw“. Gw memang merasa tertarik utk kerja di perusahaan minyak (maybe because my dad worked there too? One of the reasons…). But I’m not sure, apakah gw akan suka jika bekerja di perusahaan minyak. Dan, belum tau juga kalo ujung2nya gw justru nanti kerja di bank. Belum tau…

Lagu nugie yg berjudul Lentera Jiwa itu mengajarkan pada kita untuk “melakukan apa yang kita suka” dan “follow your passion“. Yupp, bener banget. Yang penting adalah suka atau tidaknya kita pada pekerjaan yg kita lakukan. Gaji kecil pun gak masalah asal kita suka melakukannya. Tapi ya, gw memang belum tau passion gw apa sebenernya. For now, one thing I really like to do is writing. Gw suka menulis. Gw menemukan hobi menulis semenjak SMA (ketika guru bahasa gw menyuruh gw utk mengikuti lomba karya tulis, and Alhamdulillah I won it). Lalu, setiap kali membaca novel, gw ingin sekali merasa bisa menulis seperti mereka. But I think I will never become a novel author since my imagination skill is very limited. Novel writing is not my stuff. Free writing is what I can do for now. Menulis dgn gaya bebas. Ya, seperti menulis di blog ini. Mungkin kalo jadi penulis, gw paling cocok jadi penulis artikel kali ya? But the thing is, I’m not sure whether I’m a good writer or not. Do you think I’m good at writing? Do people think so? Gw nyadar, masih banyak orang lain yg lebih jago menulis dibandingkan dgn gw. Ga usah jauh2 gw kasih contohnya. Temen2 gw sendiri, seperti Gita, Novi, dan Dwi. Sometimes (okay, maybe often), I wish I could write as good as you do, guys. Sometimes I could write a poem as good as Karin do, too (hehe). I’m suck at writing poems, FYI. Kalaupuuun ingin jadi penulis novel, I want to be like Adhitya Mulya. Gw suka gaya bahasa Adhitya Mulya karena sangat santai, humoris, dan tidak membuat orang lelah ataupun bosan untuk membaca tulisannya dari awal hingga akhir.

So, that’s why I use this blog. Tujuan utama gw bikin blog ini BUKAN buat curhat online (gw ga gitu suka blog jd ajang curhat online, tp gw akui gw sendiri klo lg setress kadang curhat online juga ujung2nya). Tujuan utama gw bikin blog ini selain utk menyalurkan hobi menulis gw, juga untuk melatih kemampuan menulis gw. Setelah setahun berkecimpung dalam dunia blogging, gw belum pernah merasa bosan menulis. Kadang niat dan punya bahan bagus utk ditulis, kadang juga ga niat dan ga punya ide utk nulis apa sehingga tulisan yg gw buat jg asal jadinya. Seringkali, gw menulis karena kebutuhan gw untuk menuangkan apa yg ada dalam pikiran gw ke dalam tulisan. Dan gw ga akan bisa tenang melakukan hal2 lain kalau belum menuliskannya. Kemudian, setelah menulis tersebut, sering pikiran jadi plong dan hati jadi lega. Yeah, that’s what I feel…

Anyhoo, gw berharap bisa langsung mendapatkan pekerjaan yang cocok dengan passion gw (after graduated) dan bisa meningkatkan writing skill gw, sehingga selain bekerja di perusahan multinasional seperti yg gw inginkan saat ini gw juga tetap bisa melakukan satu hal yang memang sudah pasti adalah passion gw, yaitu menulis. Sooo… even though I still have to learn a loooot in writing, do you think I’m good at writing? Do you like my writing? Just tell me the truth, even criticize me if necessary. I just need to find my passion, kan kata Nugie, “tidak ada kata terlambat untuk menuruti kata hati”. 🙂


LENTERA JIWA
by : Nugie

Lama sudah kumencari apa yang hendak kulakukan
Segala titik kujelajahi, tiada satupun kumengerti
Tersesatkah aku di samudra hidupku?

Kata-kata yang kubaca terkadang tak mudah kucerna
Bunga-bunga dan rerumputan, bilakah kau tahu jawabnya?
Inikah jalanku? Inikah takdirku?

Kubiarkan kumengikuti suara dalam hati
yang slalu membunyikan cinta
Kupercaya dan kuyakini murninya nurani menjadi penunjuk jalanku
Lentera jiwaku

Please, Please, Please, Let Me Get What I Want

I have been listening to this song since I got this from Caca a few days ago,,, from the album of (500) Days of Summer’s OST….

PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE, LET ME GET WHAT I WANT
by : The Smiths

Good times for a change
See the luck I’ve had
Could make a good man turn bad

So please, please, please
Let me, let me, let me
Let me get what I want
This time

Haven’t had a dream in a long time
See the life I’ve had
Could make a good man bad

So for once in my life
Let me get what I want
Lord knows it would be the first time
Lord knows it would be the first time

Can’t Fight This Feeling

This song is already stuck in my head… Lagu ini sangat enak dinyanyiin rasanya, so gw puter terus2an dan gw nyanyiin juga terus-terusan, hehe….
This song is sung by Finn (glee cast) in one of Glee’s episodes..

CAN’T FIGHT THIS FEELING
-Glee Cast (Finn)-

I can’t fight this feeling any longer
And yet I’m still afraid to let it flow
What started out as friendship has grown stronger
I only wish I had the strength to let it show

And even as I wander
I’m keeping you in sight
You’re a candle in the window
On a cold, dark winter’s night
And I’m getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I can’t fight this feeling anymore
I’ve forgotten what I started fighting for
It’s time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars
Baby I can’t fight this feeling anymore

My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you
I’ve been running round in circles in my mind
And it always seems that I’m following you, girl
‘Cause you take me to the places that alone I’d never find

And even as I wander
I’m keeping you in sight
You’re a candle in the window
On a cold, dark winter’s night
And I’m getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I can’t fight this feeling anymore
I’ve forgotten what I started fighting for
It’s time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars forever

‘Cause I can’t fight this feeling anymore
I’ve forgotten what I started fighting for
Even if I have to crawl up on your floor
Come crashing through your door
Baby, I can’t fight this feeling anymore.

GLEE

Another new TV series I’m addicted with. That is….

I love the story… funny, meaningful, inspiring at the same time..
I love the casts… I love their voices, their funny acts, their choreography… (my favourite act is Kurt, yeaa the gay one, he has funny mimic, you know.. successfully makes me laugh in every episode).

I just look at the IMDB sites, and this TV series gets rating 9.0/10 (uwow…!!). The story tells about a music club named Glee in a high school and students join that club must be ready to be called as losers everyday (i think that’s why in the posters, they make a big letter “L” by their fingers on their foreheads).
Watching this TV series is really refreshing for me (especially when I start getting headache after doing my final projects, hehe)
Besides their voices, the songs’ choices are great. Not only great, but also meaningful. Just look at some of the song titles in some episodes in season 1:

– Don’t stop believing
– Keep holding on
– Lean on me
– Defying gravity
– I’ll stand by you
– Taking chances
– Smile
– Imagine
– Jump

I already downloaded all the songs and put them all in my iPod, so I can sing it anytime, hahahaha… And now I can’t wait for the next episode 14 (IMDB said that the original air date of episode 14 will be 13 April 2010).

DEFYING GRAVITY
by Kurt & Rachel (glee casts)

Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I’m through with playing by the rules
Of someone else’s game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It’s time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes and leap!

It’s time to try
Defying gravity
I think I’ll try
Defying gravity
Kiss me good bye
I’m defying gravity
And you won’t bring me down!

I’m through accepting limits
‘Cuz someone says they’re so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I’ll never know!
Too long I’ve been afraid of
Losing love I guess I’ve lost
Well, if that’s love
It comes at much too high a cost!

I’d sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I’m defying gravity
I think I’ll try
Defying gravity
And you won’t bring me down

Bring me down…….

LEAN ON ME
by: Artie & Mercedes (glee casts)

Sometime in our lives we all have pain
We all have sorrow
But if we are wise we know that there’s
Always tomorrow

Lean on me when you’re not strong and
I’ll be your friend
I’ll help you carry on
For it won’t be long till I’m gonna need
Somebody to lean on

Please swallow your pride if I have things
You need to borrow
For no one can fill those of your needs
that you won’t let show

Just call on me brother when you need a hand
We all need somebody to lean on
I just might have a problem that you’d understand
We all need somebody to lean on

Lean on me when you’re not strong
And I’ll be your friend
I’ll help you carry on
For it won’t be long till ‘m gonna need
Somebody to lean on

Just call on me brother when you need a hand
We all need somebody to lean on
I just might have a problem that you’d understand
We all need somebody to lean on

If there is a load you have to bear
That you can’t carry
I’m right up the road, I’ll share your load
if you just call me

Just call me when you need a friend
Just call me when you need a friend…

Favorite Musicians

My mood is not so good right now. So, what do I usually do when I’m not in a good mood? I listen to music and sing it. It really helps me fixing my mood. Writing somehow is also one way to get the bad mood away from me. So, let’s do them both at once. While listening to music now, I will write in this blog about music, too. Hopefully after writing this, my mood will get better.

I basically like any kind of music. Just name it. Pop, rock, R&B, some hiphop songs, acoustic, jazz, and alternative. But not dangdut and malay songs. I think in this post, I’m just gonna tell what artists or bands or musicians that ever became or still become my favorite ones that I will never get bored listening to.

I like listening to music and also singing ever since I was a little kid. My first favourite band was Boyzone. I began to like them when I was around 10 years old. Which boyzone member that I liked the most that time? Well, of course Ronan Keating, hehe. Besides them, I also liked other songs, such as : Mariah Carey-Hero, Celine Dion’s songs, and Michael Jackson’s songs. Sooo 90’s, right? Hehe.

Then, when I entered junior high school, I was crazy about one specific boyband. What boyband is it? Well, I bet you won’t need much time to figure it out. Yep, Westlife it is! God, you won’t believe how crazy I was about them that time. I collected ALL of their albums, their pin-ups (from FANTASI tabloid, remember it?), their articles, their magazines, their posters (there was one in my bedroom’s wall, put by my mom, could you believe it?), I listened to their songs repeatedly every single day, I memorized all of their songs’ lyrics, I even ever dreamed of them (OMG!!) and asked my friends to call me as soon as they watch their newest video clip on TV. Awwww my goooodd, I just realize how ‘labil’ I was! Hahahah… Besides westlife, my other favourite bands and singers that time are The Corrs, Backstreet Boys, Blue, A1, The Calling, M2M, N’SYNC, Britney Spears, and Christina Aguilera. My tastes that time were sooooo teenager, I know. At least, thanks God, there were no ‘alay’ bands in my era, so my taste of music wasn’t ruined.. hwehehehe…

I didn’t really like rock songs when I was in junior high, but when I was in senior high, I found that Linkin Park is a genius rock band ever. I love most of their songs. At this age, my craziness of westlife has gone, but I still idolized Backstreet Boys. My favorite male singer that time was Clay Aiken. He has a great voice, and his song titled ‘Measure of A Man’ became my favorite since the meaning behind the song is sooo deep. There was also Maksim who became my favorite pianist that time and Avril Lavigne who became my favorite female singer.

At this age too, I was began addicted to karaoke (thanx to my friend, Daly) and I bought many cassettes of compilation songs. These are some of my cassettes collection that I collected when I was a senior high student and I still have them in my room.

And now? What are my favorite singers? I like so many singers now, but there are some that I like more than the others. Let’s see…

– Most favorite male singer goes to : John Mayer. I love all of his songs and he is a very good guitar player, too. Second best is Jason Mraz. Idolizing John Mayer and Jason Mraz makes me really want to be a guitarist, wkwkwkwk. Other favorite males are Mika, John Legend, Michael Buble, Daniel Powter, David Archuleta, Justin Timberlake.

my favorite male singers

– Most favorite band goes to : COLDPLAY, of course! Coldplay is genius. Their songs are easy-listening, their musicality is greaaaaat, and also their video clips are always good and unique (try to find their video clip ‘Strawberry Swing’ in YouTube, I guarantee you’re gonna love it). Other bands I like are One Republic, Paramore, Linkin Park, Muse, Kings of Convenience.

My favorite bands

– Most favorite female singer goes to : Beyonce, I guess. I wish I could sing like her. I also like Rihanna, Katy Perry, Taylor Swift, and Jojo.

My favorite female singers

– Most favorite saxophone player goes to : Dave Koz. I especially love his song called “together again”. I usually listen to Dave Koz when I really need to study which needs full concentration.

Dave Koz

– Most favorite Indonesian band goes to : Maliq n D’Essentials. I only like some of other Indonesian songs, but I still appreciate these singers: Tompi, RAN, Ello, Ipang, Gita Gutawa, and Nidji. Others than them? Nope.

Maliq n D'Essentials

Well, this finally works. Listening to some musics and writing fixed my mood.

SMILE :)

I really love this song… Let’s smile and everything is gonna be okay!

SMILE

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it’s breaking.
When there are clouds in the sky
you’ll get by.

If you smile through your pain and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You’ll see the sun come shining through
For you.

Light up your face with gladness,
Hide every trace of sadness.
Although a tear may be ever so near
That’s the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what’s the use of crying.
You’ll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile